The songs and music videos that help me through the worst of it:
- You Don’t Know by Katelyn Tarver
- Lost Boy by Ruth B.
- Golden by Ruth B.
- Sum of Our Parts by Mary Lambert
- Monochromatic by Mary Lambert
- Straight Outta Oz by Todrick Hall
- FORBIDDEN by Todrick Hall
- Falling by Harry Styles
- Oh My God by Alec Benjamin
- I’m Not A Cynic by Alec Benjamin
- Soon You’ll Get Better by Taylor Swift
- Cancer (My Chemical Romance Cover) by Twenty One Pilots
- Where Does the Time Go by A Great Big World
- Underdog by Alicia Keys
- The Village by Wrabel
- This World Is So F*cked Up (But I Ain’t Never Giving Up On It) by Michael Franti & Spearhead
- Love Will Find a Way by Michael Franti & Spearhead
- Hey World (Don’t Give Up) by Michael Franti
- Wild Hearts Can’t Be Broken by Pink
- You Gotta Be by Des’ree
- Can’t Be Happy All The Time by Tones and I
- The Kids Are Coming by Tones and I
- Winter In My Heart by The Avett Brothers
- Head Full of Doubt/Road Full of Promise by The Avett Brothers
- Where Is The Love by The Black Eyed Peas
- Numb by Meg Myers
- Birds by Imagine Dragons
- Fear by Blue October
- White Flag by Bishop Briggs
- end of the world by Ingrid Michaelson
- Hey Ma by Family of the Year
- Celebrate by Dirty Heads
- I’m Gay by Eugene Lee Yang
- Boys in the Street by Greg Holden
- You Are The Reason by Calum Scott
- HEAVEN by Troye Sivan
- Skyscraper by Demi Lovato
- Human by Christina Perri
- PCH by Jaden Smith
- Better by Khalid
- One Less Day (Dying Young) by Rob Thomas
- Lay Me Down by Sam Smith
- 10,000 Miles by Mary Chapin Carpenter
- Seasons In The Sun by Terry Jacks
- One More Light by Linkin Park
- Battle Symphony by Linkin Park
- Fast Car by Tracy Chapman
- Don’t Give Up by Peter Gabriel
- I Will Follow You Into The Dark by Death Cab For Cutie
- You Will Be Found from Dear Evan Hansen (Pulse Tribute)
- Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story from Hamilton
- Breathe from In the Heights
- A Song for Mama by Boys II Men
- Hero by Mariah Carey
- The Joke by Brandi Carlile
- Run by Snow Patrol
- Nothing Left to Lose by Mat Kearney
- Breathe (2 AM) by Anna Nalick
- Good Thing by Zedd and Kehlani
- Here by Alessia Cara
- Soulmate by Lizzo x Queer Eye
- Up on the Roof by The Drifters
- The Dock of the Bay by Otis Redding
- Suit and Jacket by Judah & the Lion
- Middle Fingers by MISSIO
- everything i wanted by Billie Eilish
- Can’t Sleep by K. Flay
- Younger Now by Miley Cyrus
- Slide Away by Miley Cyrus
- This is me by Kesha
- Bird Set Free by Sia
- Airplanes by B.o.B.
- Forever Young by Jay Z
- The Promise by SUPERFRUIT
- RISE (Katy Perry Cover) by SUPERFRUIT, et al
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